Can We Still Be Friends?

A Random Thought...

A Random Poem... 

No idea ,what it is.. 

for whom it is.. 

Actually Its an imagination...

Someone has truly said " The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never explained"

She was shivering and hurting lost out in the night searching and wandering for heaven's light She saw the night sky clearing when I spread my rainbow wings But little did she know what joy I could bring From that time second a friendship did start I try to kiss away her tears and shelter her heart...!!! She bless the day God sent us from above But then She grew fearful for I have fallen in love...!!! She told me this feeling and what did I say? I said I liked our friendship and that's how it would stay...!!! She cried for a lost friendship ,I too cried a lot But then she felt my warm, gentle hand I then whispered in her ear that by my side you'll forever stand...!!! ☺☺☺☺☺ "Its hard to move on from a broken heart but it's harder to move on from a broken Friendship"

That Another Girl...!!!

I saw her,
And she stared back.
Her face packed with expressions,
But smile she did lack.

I smiled a little,
And a little did she smile.
Her eyes hides a story,
May be journey of a mile.

What’s your hidden story?
What’s did you want?
I gently asked her,
Or is that the memories that haunt!

Saw her confused,
I waited for the replies.
After a deep sigh,
The answer was in her eyes.

To all my queries,
Only one answer i could find.
Million thoughts of her dreams,
Kept running through her mind.

Keep attempting till you succeed,
I assured her with a smile.
She will fulfill her dreams,
Even if it takes a while.

Who is she?
You may think.
How well i understood her,
Within an eye’s blink?

She is no one else,
Just another normal girl.
A girl in the heart;

Who wish to alter the world.

Misunderstandings....!!!

Misunderstanding..... small word but has a very huge meaning...!!! Even a small moment of Misunderstanding is so poisonous, it makes us forget the thousands of lovable moments spent together...!!!

Don no am getting emotional ... well here is my small poem on Misunderstanding..... The idea of writing this poem comes when Me and My School friend went through misunderstanding for a long period of time...a bad period of time...!!!



I don't recognize what happened
or why you can not see
The mistrust you have got caused
by the way you treated ME.

My shock and disbelief
were all I may feel.
All your continued retorts
were incredibly surreal.

I ought to have let it go,
and thinked you were somehow pained.
But I took it into my heart 
and currently we both are emotionally drained.

I finally reached to you
after 2 long days had passed.
I found you were receptive
and appeared far more relaxed.

A fonecall would solve our problem
I told myself and you.
You said you can call me
and I thought it to be true.

The day passed into night,
the following dawn was spent.
No call did I receive,
no words could we repent.

You promised you'd show me
you'd from currently on be continuously true.
But instead by your inaction
our relationship has become unglued.

You claimed to be a partner,
more family than friend.
How simply it was recanted
so it should have been pretend.

Now the Misunderstandings has gone
but now I feel alone ...!!!

When I think to Suicide..

Do you know why do people commit suicide ?? well, there can be various reason behind this. They can be lost respect, failure in education, lost love, and the most popular nothing to look forward to. Reasons can be several. The reason can be even a big single or collections of little ones.

When the person remains with no mood, he just wants to escape from the world, everything that passes by, doesn't notices him. That time he just want to commit suicide without any pain. Yes without any pain, because no wants him to be in pain during his last moments of life... he just wants to escape without any pain... here is the small poem by me which I wrote 2 years back... hope you all like it...

Thinking a thousand times,
Walking around railway lines,
Waiting will not be peaceful as much,
It will not be fun as such...

Counting the number of sleeping pills,
Looking through the bottle in pink,
Hurt-ed abdominal and vomiting blood,
Don't want last minute to be as such...

How regarding jumping off the hilltop,
Riding a fate unknown like a drop,
Just bunching without the countdown,
Three-Four seconds of plunging down...

Listening to the wind,
Feeling weightless as nothing,
Just at the last moment,closing eyes down,
A thud against the ground...

A neck breaks like a foot tramps a twig,
The blood slowly climbs down the lip,
As I take my final breath,
No wrath, No math, No aftermath...

Thank You...!!!

Wherever you're

Hello Friends.
So here is my first poem ( i think) on this blog.
Wrote it in October 2013, Starts it at 2:37 AM and completed it at 9:43 AM
Have a Look at it, I hope you would like it...
I you like it, please sound off in comments.

wherever you're,
I hope you are merry,
Playing on a Guitar,
A tune, As sweet As cherry...

I have captured a pic in my mind with you,
And the days we have together spent,
Applying the baby shampoo,
And later enjoying it's scent....
 

I ♥ and miss you,

To the moon and back,
And i hope you like me too.
As deep as colour black...

I  wish I might,
Reverse the clock
To do some right,
And to together mock...

I wish you all the happiness
Wherever you're
And a life packed with steadiness,
With no scar...

A Stupid Question asked TWICE...!!!!!!!

Have you ever noticed that something which irritates you tries to come again and again in front of you. This is what actually happened with me in past few days.

So friends am going to share what actually am talking about. Those were the days of 2010 when i was in relationship. Then in 2011, we both are talking in general way and yes its her birthday that day.... she suddenly says '' i thought of asking this question from a sincere person but well u tell me ' What is Life ?'...''. Firstly I thought that what actually she wanna say... did she wants to say that an not sincere... initially I frustrates but then i leave it thinking its her birthday..... well coming back to question, which is a bit odd.... i find it difficult to answer.... it looks as if the question is very simple but its answer is not so.... after 3 days i replies her.. and its like '' life is what we are living, life is what we are feeling, life is what we want to live'' and being a little romantic i say'' my life is you''.

She becomes happy , however after sometime she says '' baby please stop being romantic and give me a proper reply''.... after thinking a lot, i gave her a reply which satisfies her but in actual even i got confused what am saying to her... jokes apart... this question leaves me for sometime. Then in 2012 because of certain miss-understandings we both broke up. But still she is there somewhere in my heart... thinking of her makes me emotional.... well this is not the topic right now.

Now after 2 years i.e. in May 2014, my friend's girlfriend asked the same question that too from me only, i don't understand the reason, why ??? But this time I don't want to think on this topic and I have to give the reply even. So I asked my best friend, the same question. after 2-3 hours she replies'' life is what we are living, it can be happy or sad, caring, full of joy, .....'' its like this only as i have forgot  what exactly it is but the last line sent by her is their in my mind which is '' bass ab mai isse jyada emotional nhi ho sakti'' . I don't know why but i like this line by her and that's why only I remembered this.

Well, why this stupid question is coming again and again in front of me. Hope that I will not face the same question again in future.